well it's a been a while. yeah, tak plan pon nak update every single time kan.
rasa rasa macam nak luah, slalu luah kat Twitter.
tapi kalau nak bebel bebel panjang panjang, or secluded sikit, baru datang sini.
bebel puas puas, luah habis habisan, tapi tak ramai tau.
nasib ah siapa yang bace :3
malam ni pon bende emo gak. kehkeh. tak habis habis emo minah ni. tak pernah plak lak die nak share bende bende gumbira walhal sharing good news is better than bad.
okay. current mood story begins ;
I thought I was not meant to have any one close friend.
haha. sedih kan bunyik? But I thought that it is true.
My concern sekarang; siapa aku nak kawen kalau takde orang yang boleh tahan perangai aku?
hahahahahaha yeee itu yang aku risau.
no, honestly, memang sedih when these kind of things happen. when you thought you were doing great with this one friend, you realize you have to watch them leave you. either with or against your will.
pretty sad you know. i feel like crying. but no, I can't. sekarang dah nekad nak fikir positif. kalau nak sedih pon, sedih sendiri kejap2 then move on.
why?
everything happens for a reason.
either it's a warning atau ujian.
train the cardia to be tougher now.
i'm so fragile. i'm a crybaby. bende kecik camni mmg boleh buat aku melalak.
now, I have to be strong.
nak buat camne kan? nanti da keje besok lagi laaa sakit.
kne peer pressure and segala apatah pressure haha.
Mohon kekuatan dari Yang Maha Esa.
I always think in a way that people never change.
ReplyDeleteAs with their genetic code, they are they no matter what.
Imagine it in a way that we are born with wings.
The end point is will our wings still function so that we may rise,
or will we discard our wings to remain on this plane of reality, and thus, at the end, fall.
Ergo, one may only improve, or otherwise, but this is not a change.
A change is exterior.
The environment, for instance.
The questions that will be left is,
should we take the opportunity to improve alongside the people we love,
or fall to the depth of sadness, tears and despair.
Just my 2cents neechan~~~
#NoWorries