I wasn't meant to be a good friend, am I?

well it's a been a while. yeah, tak plan pon nak update every single time kan.
rasa rasa macam nak luah, slalu luah kat Twitter.
tapi kalau nak bebel bebel panjang panjang, or secluded sikit, baru datang sini.
bebel puas puas, luah habis habisan, tapi tak ramai tau.
nasib ah siapa yang bace :3

malam ni pon bende emo gak. kehkeh. tak habis habis emo minah ni. tak pernah plak lak die nak share bende bende gumbira walhal sharing good news is better than bad.

okay. current mood story begins ;
I thought I was not meant to have any one close friend.
haha. sedih kan bunyik? But I thought that it is true.
My concern sekarang; siapa aku nak kawen kalau takde orang yang boleh tahan perangai aku?
hahahahahaha yeee itu yang aku risau.

no, honestly, memang sedih when these kind of things happen. when you thought you were doing great with this one friend, you realize you have to watch them leave you. either with or against your will.
pretty sad you know. i feel like crying. but no, I can't. sekarang dah nekad nak fikir positif. kalau nak sedih pon, sedih sendiri kejap2 then move on.

why?
everything happens for a reason.
either it's a warning atau ujian.
train the cardia to be tougher now.
i'm so fragile. i'm a crybaby. bende kecik camni mmg boleh buat aku melalak.
now, I have to be strong.
nak buat camne kan? nanti da keje besok lagi laaa sakit.
kne peer pressure and segala apatah pressure haha.

Mohon kekuatan dari Yang Maha Esa.

Just dropping by

Oh come on. I have to admit, forgetting and ignoring seems so hard.

"Haha, thereeeee she goes again all emotional in her blog yadayada~"
Well, sorry lah aku ni emosi melebih lebih. Nama pon pompuan, wattudu wattudu.

Hmm, tetibe malas plak nak blogging. I can't sleep atm so I thought I might wanna visit here and leave a thought. and on second thought, naaaaah~ malas plak nak citer.

Oh btw, I'm addicted to this song thanks to my roommate~
Demi Lovato - Every Time You Lie

teehee~

Okay no more emotional post tonight.
Lain kali la ye. Do look forward for it mwahaha~

"I knew better than to let you break my heart

This soul you'll never see again, won't be showing scars

You still love her I can see it in your eyes

The truth is all that I can hear

Every time you lie

....

So don't say sorry cause I'm not gonna listen~"

Let's get this thing over with, shall we?

'SUPPPP? :DDDD

Okay so I think Allah just sent me a very clear message and I feel like it's really a sign for me.

Though somehow my happy and jolly mood of completing my GIT Final Exam was somehow disturbed but Heyyy. Look on the bright side, it's actually just what I need to move on.

Hooray to me :D

"We come into this world unknown
But know that we are not alone
They try and knock us down
But change is coming, it's our time now

Hey, everybody loses it,
Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes
And hey, yeah I know what you're going through
Don't let it get the best of you, you'll make it out alive

Hey, this is not a funeral
It's a revolution, after all your tears have turned to rage
Just wait, everything will be okay
Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames"

Leaving the past, move towards the future. :3
I shall do that.

To be honest, I feel much relieved and I guess I can wipe my hands and shake it off and stand.

"Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, 
Then you stand"